Holly balls is today a beautiful day to trick or treat and hand out candy. Harper is butterfly!!!
Ahh she looks so cute in her wings. And I just look like a fat ass cow! hahahaha

I'm gonna pop any minute and my feet are getting swollen. ERR.

Soo I feel I should update. I really wish I was a blogging type of person but apparently I'm not.
I used to write in a journal as a kid but then that faded out quick. I still have the journal from when I was seven and the pages still aren't full. Fun to read though from time to time. : )

So not that any of you really care about my personal life, (at least a few of you) I have been loadedly stressed the fuck out! I don't even know what to do. Today I got to finally relax for once since I've been going like crazy. It's a wonder I haven't had the baby yet since I keep doing so much and the more active you are the soon your delivery is.

Harper's a little stinker. I can't believe my baby girl is already two. I mean it seemed like yesterday I had her in the summer..time sure flies. I'm looking for a hairdresser job right now, but I'm looking at apartments in Arizona.

Yes yes I am wanting to move back so bad. My mom wants to this time too though so I'm excited! I think maybe by summer I can be out there if I save up enough money and what not. Wow, the excitement of having stress. haha
Apparently BeetleJuice is coming on tonight on tv and that's got me pumped! My mom's making me dinner tonight and Harper can see my favorite childhood movie! I love family bonding.

But I do have to say that I miss Craig, bad. Reuniting last sunday was a toughffy since I had to say goodbye. :/

So finding a babysitter for last night was a solution of my fucking dreams!
Chiodos, Silverstein, Escape the Fate, and A skylit Drive were at Epic and I was making damn sure I went.
Turns out everywhere I go every band member wants to rub my belly like it's some kind of magic crystal ball or something, I don't know the baby enjoys it quite well ha but it gets old.

So I'm editing in the process with the photos I took. It takes forever to resize the sons of bitches.
The cutest thing happened though. When I got to see Craig ( since I haven't seen him in a few months) I spotted his tiny little butt before the show started, so I parked and walked over to him and my she was kicking like crazy inside of me! I think she has a thing for him ; ) hahaha
Ahh I miss that man like no other. I miss Arizona. I miss lots of shit.
But I had an amazing time last night and actually got to know some of the boys as well. They're all tight as fuck and so was backstage.

blahblahblah. I don't go on this shit a lot anymore lately or my myspace hha



KEEP LOVING MY PHOTOS!
I'll post more shots soonski

Since apparently everyone has a myspace and always asks me if I do and noo I DON'T!

But NOW II DO.

So you can add me if you want.
I only made it for you guys anyways so I have no friends on there except like bands.

mEERROOOO,

Wow, I need to dry my hair and finish these flash cards and then I'm doneski for the nights.
I'm tired as fuck since I got about maybe 6 hours tops last night of sleep.
BLOWJOB GAY.

I've been yawing all day. I could barely take my tests for pete sake in school.
Damn son, I need sleeping pills.
I'm feeling a little stuffy so I hope I'm not getting sick, THIS EARLY IN THE YEAR!
Ugh I hate being sick. I hate even worse when Harper's sick.

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I LOVE HER! <3

She's cuddling on my lap right now watching the news with me with her blanky and thumb in her mouth.
She's blinking a lot cuz she's really tired like mommy but won't go to bed unless I do. I have to pretend go to bed sometimes just so I can get her into bed at a decent hour.

LOVE.